Well-I am going to try something new here to help me deal with the fact that I have this horrible disease called INTERSTITIAL CYSTITIS.  Not much is really known about this disease except that it won't kill you but will make you wish that you were dead at times.  It is not fun, consist of many doctors and lots of 'lets try this' type of medicine.  I have never blogged but I am looking for a way to help myself here.  I guess I am a lucking one qith regards to this disease-it hasn't destroyed my marriage and I do have a good support system, but sometimes even that seems so minor when your whole body is rebeling against you.